04/02/2010

FIGHTING THIS FEELING




Woken up to rain two days in a row now. I don't know if it's actually true but I believe weather changes moods. Today is one of those days when I am so unhappy with everything that I am.

I want to better, I want to be stronger, I want to be amazing, I want to feel proud of what I am and what I want. It feels like I've walked up to this brick wall, and I can't climb it. It's too high, and I'm too short. I can't even see over the edge today. Some days I can.

Hate feeling like this. Bought and made us a $57 dinner yesterday, to try and lighten things up, to make something feel special. I still feel so lost, sad and disappointed.




4 comments:

Oricale Heart said...

OH BABE IM THE SAME AT TIMES BUT WHEN YOU PULL THRU ITS THE BEST FEELING ALL YOU CAN DO IS LISTEN TO YOUR FAVE SONG WATCH YOUR FAVE MOVIE AND SURROUND YOUR SELF WITH PEOPLE WITH GOOD ENERGY AND WATCH IT BLOW OVER VERY QUICKLY.....EVERYTHING WILL SORT ITS SELF OUT :) CHIN UP XOXOXOXO

Lovisa said...

Aww, it'll get better! :)

Totte said...

Jag vet precis hur du känner gumman och det gör ont i mig när jag läser att du mår dåligt. Om du bara visste hur begåvad du är och vilken inspiration du är för andra. Hoppas du får känna dig bättre snart, annars vet du att jag bara är ett samtal bort <3

watermeloncrush.com said...

Thank you all for your sweet words, LOVE YOU LONG TIME =') xx